Non riesco a dormire
(giorno 500 dal tuo ritorno)
Il respiro leggero
Il respiro leggero quello che sento provenire da te accanto a me , non dormo
mentre ti guardo accanto a me , il viso stanco , che dorme , il respiro leggero
quasi impercettibile , sono appoggiata al tuo petto ma non dormo.
Penso che in questa stanza le cose sono cambiate ,
i vestiti gettati alla rinfusa dopo un impeto di passione .
Dopo aver passato un giorno intero a parlare di tutto e di niente .
Tu dormi accanto a me ed io penso che è finito tutto.
Quello che agli occhi degli altri potrebbe apparire come un nuovo inizio , io sento anche se lo nego , che ormai è la fine .
Sento la tua mano , affusolata che mi accarezza la coscia nuda , leggera come una piuma , mi tocchi la cicatrice , mentre dormi , ma stranamente non mi da fastidio .
Io che non riesco neanche quasi a guardarla , le tue dita che la sfiorano non mi danno fastidio, sono cosi leggere , cosi delicate , ma capisco nel silenzio e nel buoi di questa stanza che questa è l’ultima volta che mi faccio male.
Ore 3:30 A.M.
Continuo a sentirti respirare , a stento ma io non dormo non ci riesco
penso a te Amir che ti ho lasciato a casa , questa volta non potevo portarti con me e lo sai bene ,
era una cosa che dovevo fare da sola , nessuno sa che sono qui , nessuno deve saperlo , ti immagino
dormire sul divano , con un braccio che penzola , dopo ore ad attendere il mio ritorno
magari arrabbiato perche’ non sai che fine ho fatto.
Non potevo!
Non volevo che tu mi giudicassi per l’ennesimo errore ,
l’ennesima cavolata fatta .
Sembrava la cosa giusta sai , anche se avevo il sentore che sarebbe stata l’ultima , tu lo sapevi non mi hai avvertita volevi che sbagliassi come sempre , con la mia cocciutaggine che prende il sopravvento sulla razionalita’.
Ho deciso questa notte di chiudere il cuore , metterlo da parte e lasciarlo sanguinare in silenzio fin quando lui ne avra’ bisogno , fin quando in silenzio finira’ per rimanere muto .
Io sempre cosi celebrale , sempre cosi razionale con lui ho perso il controllo , e questo non me lo posso perdonare ,
non questa sera , non adesso .
Non posso continuare a farmi male per un respiro leggero,
ho deciso di ritornare da te a casa che mi aspetti ,
ho deciso di lasciare che il mio cuore sanguini lontano da parole
di conforto che neanche lo accarezzano…
Ho deciso di non sentire piu’ quel respiro leggero che mi accarezzava l’anima
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